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PostSubject: Depression   Fri Oct 21, 2016 8:59 am

I have suffered from depression for most of my life. When I found out I was going to be a father I decided to do something about it. This I know has affected alot of different aspects of my personality and my interactions with people, here and off line. I am on meds but decided to see a specialist as i feel most of the time they dont work. Its a very tiring battle when you are battling inside your own head all the time. I guess I am posting this asking for prayers and support. Its affecting my family as well as myself and life is too short to feel this way all the time
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Fri Oct 21, 2016 9:22 am

I can very much relate as I have suffered most of my adult life as well. I also am currently on meds. I will certainly keep you in my prayers.

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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Fri Oct 21, 2016 9:25 am

Thanks Dec 8th is a ways away its when my apt is.
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Fri Oct 21, 2016 1:15 pm

Good luck and God created medicine for you to take as needed..I know my aunt suffered and when she was on her meds was good off the meds and she was a mess..No shame taking anything to make you feel better..

I will pray for you..
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Mon Oct 24, 2016 7:02 am

Thank you, I really stepped it up a notch when I found out i was gonna be a Dad I dont want my daughter to see me in a bad way and by dealing with it will help me be the best Dad I can be. I brought it up because I figure it might explain how my past behavior, not to mention for support which I thank everybody who encourages and prays for me. Im not ashamed of it , though there are people who dont understand. But those people dont live with me hehe
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Mon Oct 24, 2016 9:02 am

Never be afraid to lean on people when you need it.

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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Mon Oct 24, 2016 9:45 am

I have good and bad days, nothing more exhausting than fighting the war that goes on inside your own head.

my only regret is I didnt do this sooner
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Mon Oct 24, 2016 11:34 am

Better late than never.

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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Tue Oct 25, 2016 11:16 am

Agreed and all of us dont mind if you need someone to talk to..
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Tue Nov 01, 2016 3:24 pm

Ive been having a black cloud over my head ever since my daughter burned her hand. I know it was an accident and i did everything right in treating it but It hurts to see her in that kind of pain. I go see a specialist for my depression next month it cant come fast enough
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Tue Nov 01, 2016 3:52 pm

Kids will have accidents.Dont feel down about it..Can you call and se eif they can take you soooner or tell them if they have a cancellation to call you..Im worried about you..
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Thu Nov 03, 2016 8:46 am

I agree.

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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Sun Nov 13, 2016 12:28 pm

How you holding up brother?
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Mon Nov 14, 2016 7:11 am

Good to see ya here bud, I got your email and i replied

All in all right now I am exhausted on every level. Doesnt help im fighting something off just enhances the run down feeling.I see a specialist on the 8th but hanging in there, I dont feel any dark clouds at the moment so thats good
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Mon Nov 14, 2016 9:13 am

thats good...Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Mon Nov 14, 2016 9:14 am

Hang in there. The darkness is just temporary.

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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Mon Nov 14, 2016 12:39 pm

Id be in better shape if I didnt have this sinus infection :)
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Mon Nov 14, 2016 1:25 pm

I don't doubt that.

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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Mon Nov 14, 2016 3:25 pm

I also have a sinus infection..I wasnt on the board for a few days because i took off..
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Tue Nov 15, 2016 7:40 am

I Was out of work for 2 days last week I wasnt online much at all during that time.

Still fighting it off

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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Tue Nov 15, 2016 8:33 am

ME too..Its horrible
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Fri Dec 02, 2016 10:33 am

Next week you go to the drs.
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Mon Dec 05, 2016 6:59 am

Thursday and its about time too its been bad lately, due to the holiday season
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Mon Dec 05, 2016 8:01 am

Hoping you can get soem answers and relief..THis time of the year is bad for alot of people
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Mon Dec 05, 2016 10:46 am

Thanks me too, my meds im on now worked alot better in the beginning but suspect body built a tolerance for them. We shall see on Thursday
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Mon Dec 05, 2016 10:50 am

It takes time to adjust. Praying you will soon.

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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Mon Dec 05, 2016 12:14 pm

If they change my meds theres a good chance ill have to ween off the current ones which last time took weeks. -cringe-

we'll see
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Mon Dec 05, 2016 2:00 pm

It depends. I hope that's not necessary.

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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Mon Dec 05, 2016 3:09 pm

Yeah, the last meds i was on would have been toxic if i mixed the two , it was a difficult few weeks cuz i could feel myself weening off of them as if the walls holding me together were crumbling would be the best description
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Thu Dec 08, 2016 10:26 am

I think today is the day you go to the dr..Good luck and let us know what he says
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